Today was pretty boring, but it was productive! I studied, worked, had a meeting with my prof, studied, and took a test. I think my test went pretty good! Work is pretty busy as it is finals, and everyone is getting caught up on their grading. The Cancun conference is also less than a month away, so those details need to get finalized.
On a dreary note- San Marcos has felt quite lonely lately. I know people and have lots of friends here, but no one I can really just call to go grab coffee or lunch. This makes me sad and even more anxious to graduate. My best friends are only 30 minutes away from me, but we're all busy so that 30 minutes has made quite the difference. Besides my mom, everyone that's dear to my heart is far away from here; primarily in Corpus and one in Dallas. What's even scarier is thinking about where I will end up after graduation. Jobs are a rare find these days, and I'll have to go where ever I find one. I think I'm a friendly person and easy to get along with, so I'm not sure why I'm having trouble getting close to my San Marcos friends. Maybe because I'm so busy with school? Maybe because I'm focused on people outside of San Marcos?... I'm not sad or depressed, I just miss having those close friends where you can just go their apt unannounced, and I don't have that here anymore.
So I'm one test away from a month break of school, but work is about to get busy! I have lots to do to get ready for my class in the spring, and the encyclopedia project is patiently waiting to be hammered out. Actually I don't have a month break from school, my proposal needs lots of work, soooo guess what else I'll be doing?!... and somewhere in there I still need to get my presents wrapped. Some time I wonder what I have gotten myself into... It'll all be worth it in the end I suppose.
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